thinkings

With my x-ray/radiography degree coming to a soon end, the majority of my mind-space is filled with exciting future thoughts. most of them are dreams... I often have to wake up (I've been taking midday naps... its that time of the year) to the idea that it may be a huge nasty struggle to get there.
It's been my plan for 2 (and a half) of the past 3 of my degree years to not get 'stuck' (like trapped, or stagnated) in a 'radiography job'... but the bigger part of me wants to at least try it... probably coz of all these efforts to get me trained.so it fills me with a scary excitement filled odd feeling to go try it in Sweden (on placement) and possibly (God willing) as a job after.

hmm, placement schmacement, I got bigger reasons to be so excited to go...

...and who (other than God) knows what I should do and when. I feel like letting go of what I
want and doing what God wants is the best way to live my life. so I'll try that.